Another panda's making me update this...

So, well done Yoh :P x

Anyway...gonna talk about 'adoption' in the *B community today. Well, specifically on ADISC.

Personally, I don't really like it that much. Not to say I don't think other people should do it, it's just not for me. Being a Mama/having a Mama is really special to me. My Mama needs to love me unconditionally and always have time for me. I won't say 'put me first', because I understand MOST Mamas have to think of themselves firstly...and that's okay, *Bs aren't 'real' children. But I need a Mama to truly and really care about me to earn that title. Fortunately, my Mama has more than earned it! :D ^.^

Most people don't seem to take 'adoption' too seriously. I mean, it really doesn't seem to mean all that much, yanno? Where's the appeal of having a Mummy/Daddy if they're not gonna love you and care about you, not jus' inna passing way, but like you're their li'l cub and they're your parent? I don't understand that, to be honest.

As for me, I don't adopt other cubs, because I could never love them quite as much as my little one. Or maybe I could love them as much, but they'd never get as much attention or affection as they deserved; it would always be 'oh, sorry baby, gotta dash, my other li'lun needs me'.

On top of that, the people who ASK for adoption...are never the people who I'd want to adopt in the first place. Don't get me wrong, most of them are people I like and now consider my friends, but, the proposal is always within the first few days, hours or (on one occassion) minutes of meeting me. Even if I wanted another li'lun, it would take me a loonnng time to wanna adopt anybody new, I'd hafta see how Yuri felt, etc. Asking straight away is a sure way to get a 'no', no matter WHAT.

I'll admit...there have been people I've thought 'yeah, I could adopt this person, it could work...' (bear in mind, this is after weeks an' months of talking and developing a friendship). But even THEN...before I even say anything to Yuri, something will happen to make me go 'no, I couldn't do it'. Jus' somethin' small like Yuri wanting me when they want me, and me saying I had to go tend to Yuri rather than divide my attentions. Stuff like that, makes me realize I don't want another li'lun, or, at least, I couldn't deal with one. Yuri will ALWAYS be my little princess, I think she'll probably be the only baby I'm a Mama to. And, to be quite honest...I'm not sure I hate that idea <3

Diapers an' daffodils,
- Charlie xxo

I mades a friend! :3

Hehehe, Imma call him A for now, but he's a sweet little kittycat and I really like him! He let me cubsit him hehe.

I told Mama about him, and she wanted to make sure he was okay to hang out with, not a bad person liek the other people I usedta talk to. Well she liked him, but today when we were chatting on IRC, the kittyboy suddenly logged off (after not talking 4 a while). Now Yuri's a little mad, well, a LOT mad, cos she doesn't like him leaving her puppy.

But *I* think he's a gud kitty, he just logged off because something went wrong...or he doesn't know you're supposedta say 'bye' before goin'. I guess Mama is just overprotective of me, hehehe...

I also met another li'l kittycat who wants to RP with me (with me as a caretaker and her as a lickle kitty) but Mama has yet to meet her, so we'll see how that goes, buht she seems verrry nice.

Snuffles and wuffles,

- Charlie xxo

My Mama is tha' BESTEST!!! :D

Sooo today my Mama was snooozly for most of the day, which made me a lickle sad, but we had a nice huggly nap and when she got up she was all Mummyish and loooovely!

Like uhmmm she changed my diapee* and she din't mind when I told her I had an accident earlier (but she did worry my otha-Mama wud mind!) and then we just cuddled and played and talked a bit. She was a biiiit stricter than usual and she has some weird rules ('don't put toys in your mouth'; pssh, doesn't she know that's how us cubbies find out about stuffs?) but I kinda like when she's stricty cos it makes me feel like she cares about me. Even if the stuff she cares about is dumb :p.

I went to the doctors' too, cos I had a pee-pee infection** and it hurt my cooter LOTS, but now the special medicine I'm taking is making it better...I think!

So, as I said earlier I had kinda an accident earlier (this seems pretty irrelevant but I figure 'eh, it's a TB blog...'). I had this horrible tickly-scratchy-ow feeling at the end of my pee-place, and I wanted to get rid of it, so I wud pee a little...it wud go away for a minute, then come back...so I'd pee more...one time, I peed a whole lot by accident and IDK the other little wettings...it all just added up I guess... So my jeans and knickers were soaked, and are now crumpled up in a heap in the bathroom...we'll see if otha-Mama takes it ok, or even notices...

Oh, hehe, one of Mama Y's other rules is 'don't eat food that's fallen on the floor' (she made me throw my lollipop away!) buuut...I ate a sausage I dropped earlier...shhh!

Hugggllleees! And a nuzzle-kiss!

- Charlie xxo

*all 'babyin' is online, sadly, but I can imagine it REAL GOOD
**yh it's about my pee but it's a TB blog soo...IDK, if Mama wants me to take that bit down, it'll go...